Today I am depressed and just plain frustrated. There is so much I want to do and can't. So much I need to learn and can't. So much I want to remember and can't. I want to get out and walk the 5 miles I use to... and can't. But, I can keep trying. I want to lose all this extra weight.. and can't. I eat healthy, I walk and exercise as much as I can . Well till the pain does me in and the tiredness gets me. Then I have to sleep for a day. I tell myself to stop focusing so much on all this but, as you know some days it is all you think about. My Coffee Breaks have been my God sent relief. With out my Coffee Break I might be lost. Sorry this is one of my Pity Parties. I allow myself to have one once in awhile. I try not to have them to often.
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